i have a confession to make./

i think a lot about food a lot sometimes. its like when im
doing math of something that i cant solve easily sometimes

then i let my mind get distracted by little things like that.

thank goodness Pastor taught us how to take leadership of
THE WILL./
which is awesome because i always like to hear abt leadership.

one day i should do a documentary about it. =)

what are leaders for, anyway?

but the one chosen to lead the masses to a higher calling, a bigger
vision.

right.
im digressing.

the will. its funny how mine feels like mozarella.

its a hard tough block at first;
but under pressure and heat, its gooey and melts like crazy.

ps. see what i mean? Another food connotation.

so. i ve decided to replace any random food thought with thoughts of
Pastor instead, since he taught me how to control my cheesy
emotions in the first place.
its works. =)

and i love the point on strong leaders submitting their will to God.

i guess it means being able to submit to God in obediance,
despite all odds.

and also knowing how to disregard everything else-
money, time, people, yourself.

working towards the last bit, day by day.

a heart of fire to God
a heart of love to people
a heart of steel to self.

now to attack my three hour math practice paper. =)